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<blockquote data-quote="Copabanana" data-source="post: 723197" data-attributes="member: 18958"><p>well. this may either be hopeful or the greatest manpulation ever. or both.</p><p></p><p>he is being loving. compliant. respectful. hopeful. he texted: three days of hopefulness. or some hope word.</p><p></p><p>i at costco and home depot (are they in canada?) happy. actually. i ususally feel good there. i am friendly and they know me.</p><p></p><p>but today. radiant. and extremely anxious. so so worried. because i love him so much. and i have no control. and i feel so, so vulnerable. hope is scary. i am beginning to have hope. </p><p></p><p>hope that we can be close again. which is actually happening. and hope that his life will unfold with hope.</p><p></p><p>i mean. he is trying. but it is for sure that the trying is geared towards me. to encourage me to be hopeful. because in 7 days there will be a drug test.</p><p></p><p>m is saying now that we should not expect him to test clean. and that we need to keep the pressure on.</p><p></p><p>i do not know what to think. except that i hope that every day can be a new day. a new chance. </p><p></p><p>how are you? what's going on with son?</p><p></p><p>sonething shifted after i showed him my neck. as in vulnerability. i. e. the begging episode. it allowed him to stop opposing me. and to listen. and be in relationship.. </p><p></p><p>or was it me that changed? who opened and permitted this.</p><p></p><p>he is going to n.a. tomorrow at 8pm.</p><p></p><p>he has his second phone interview with the great tx place tommorow.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Copabanana, post: 723197, member: 18958"] well. this may either be hopeful or the greatest manpulation ever. or both. he is being loving. compliant. respectful. hopeful. he texted: three days of hopefulness. or some hope word. i at costco and home depot (are they in canada?) happy. actually. i ususally feel good there. i am friendly and they know me. but today. radiant. and extremely anxious. so so worried. because i love him so much. and i have no control. and i feel so, so vulnerable. hope is scary. i am beginning to have hope. hope that we can be close again. which is actually happening. and hope that his life will unfold with hope. i mean. he is trying. but it is for sure that the trying is geared towards me. to encourage me to be hopeful. because in 7 days there will be a drug test. m is saying now that we should not expect him to test clean. and that we need to keep the pressure on. i do not know what to think. except that i hope that every day can be a new day. a new chance. how are you? what's going on with son? sonething shifted after i showed him my neck. as in vulnerability. i. e. the begging episode. it allowed him to stop opposing me. and to listen. and be in relationship.. or was it me that changed? who opened and permitted this. he is going to n.a. tomorrow at 8pm. he has his second phone interview with the great tx place tommorow. [/QUOTE]
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