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the ball is in his court??
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<blockquote data-quote="Copabanana" data-source="post: 724384" data-attributes="member: 18958"><p>what a beautiful post, new leaf.</p><p></p><p>i am sorry my post gave rise to sadness. i am sad for each of us.</p><p></p><p>just a few words now for ltd time. </p><p></p><p>your miracle worker analogy is beautiful. </p><p></p><p>the stardust quotes beautiful, as well.</p><p></p><p>i feel like an old gnarled tree that has been split down the middle. i am open to the elements. the bark that has protected me, peeled away. i feel completely undefended.</p><p></p><p>my son will never be so-called normal. he is a loving, inteligent, charming, gorgeous and kind soul. he has strengths. but he will almost certainly always be disorganized, quirky and vulnerable. i guess i am, too. </p><p></p><p>maybe that is part of the deep pain and fear.</p><p></p><p>he wonders why i am so angry, insistent and desperate. </p><p></p><p>i guess through this post i am recognizing that there is a fair amount of projection going on, on my part. </p><p></p><p>i cannot bear my own pain. my own vulnerability actually. he is doing quite well integrating his own. </p><p></p><p>there is a letting go on my part that is not happening.</p><p></p><p>a trusting on my part...that is quite seriously lacking. </p><p></p><p>i am a major problem here.</p><p></p><p>i wish you guys were my neighbors.</p><p></p><p>i have a real love for you. and deep gratitude.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Copabanana, post: 724384, member: 18958"] what a beautiful post, new leaf. i am sorry my post gave rise to sadness. i am sad for each of us. just a few words now for ltd time. your miracle worker analogy is beautiful. the stardust quotes beautiful, as well. i feel like an old gnarled tree that has been split down the middle. i am open to the elements. the bark that has protected me, peeled away. i feel completely undefended. my son will never be so-called normal. he is a loving, inteligent, charming, gorgeous and kind soul. he has strengths. but he will almost certainly always be disorganized, quirky and vulnerable. i guess i am, too. maybe that is part of the deep pain and fear. he wonders why i am so angry, insistent and desperate. i guess through this post i am recognizing that there is a fair amount of projection going on, on my part. i cannot bear my own pain. my own vulnerability actually. he is doing quite well integrating his own. there is a letting go on my part that is not happening. a trusting on my part...that is quite seriously lacking. i am a major problem here. i wish you guys were my neighbors. i have a real love for you. and deep gratitude. [/QUOTE]
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