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OH PG I am so sorry. My greatest nighmare as well. I agree that you need to know for sure. I like Signora's post very much. She needs to get clean ASAP. I have seen many, many hopeless cases suddenly get better when they have children. They don't love themselves enough but, a baby, they will change for. I am praying for you both and I agree that if she is pregnant, a lot changes and you will have to look at your strong feelings and where they lead you.