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<blockquote data-quote="newstart" data-source="post: 765740" data-attributes="member: 22416"><p>Beta, I hurt for you. I know you have done everything, plus more for your Josh. He has no idea the pain you are going through. Adults that have never had kids have no idea how a mother worries and longs for her child. He must think that you are just going about your life and he is going about his. His days are in a daze and it just does not phase him that someone is out there worried to death about him. He has no idea what it is like to love and miss a child. He is self centered.. Drug abuse is a very selfish illness, they just think about themself and when they will get the next drug. The not know has to be the worst. I wish there was some sort of street cam or some way you can see him on a web cam. I wonder if you could talk one of the officers into taking a picture of him and sending it to you. When my daughter went off to college in another country, they had a web cam on campus to where I could see her walking to class from time to time. It gave me a lot of relief. I have had many years of 'not knowing' and it was worse than the bad news I did get. I just wish you would get some relief. I wish there was someone in the Phoenix area that you could make friends with that would take an occational picture for you. I made friends with a lady that worked in the office of where my daughter was going to college, she too had a horrible time with both her daughters so she knew where I was coming from. She kept an eye on my daughter and gave me updates. She was God sent. Hug hug for your broken heart.</p></blockquote><p></p>

[QUOTE="newstart, post: 765740, member: 22416"] Beta, I hurt for you. I know you have done everything, plus more for your Josh. He has no idea the pain you are going through. Adults that have never had kids have no idea how a mother worries and longs for her child. He must think that you are just going about your life and he is going about his. His days are in a daze and it just does not phase him that someone is out there worried to death about him. He has no idea what it is like to love and miss a child. He is self centered.. Drug abuse is a very selfish illness, they just think about themself and when they will get the next drug. The not know has to be the worst. I wish there was some sort of street cam or some way you can see him on a web cam. I wonder if you could talk one of the officers into taking a picture of him and sending it to you. When my daughter went off to college in another country, they had a web cam on campus to where I could see her walking to class from time to time. It gave me a lot of relief. I have had many years of 'not knowing' and it was worse than the bad news I did get. I just wish you would get some relief. I wish there was someone in the Phoenix area that you could make friends with that would take an occational picture for you. I made friends with a lady that worked in the office of where my daughter was going to college, she too had a horrible time with both her daughters so she knew where I was coming from. She kept an eye on my daughter and gave me updates. She was God sent. Hug hug for your broken heart. [/QUOTE]

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