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<blockquote data-quote="newstart" data-source="post: 764552" data-attributes="member: 22416"><p>Hi Deni D. Everything you wrote has gone through my mind. They are his family no matter how horrible they are. Can I live with him constantly trying to bring them back? HELL NO. Can he live like that? HELL NO it makes him terribly sick. Just like a drug addict or alcoholic that just can't stop. How can someone keep touching a snake when it bites him over and over again? I have called his Dr's in the past and when he finds out there is much stress. Today he woke up in a good mood. He does not understand why I am angry with him, after all it was in the past. I said just a few weeks ago, he said 'that was in the past' what about it March when I have that toxic family member coming, that is in the future. He asked me why I can't just let it go. So I open my email and I see our money going for all kinds of tickets for this toxic family member. Expensive tickets. I guess that is in the past too since it was a few hours ago since he ordered them.</p><p>I have been looking at Solo cruises. I need to get away. Yesterday when I said my daughter was doing a bit better the other shoe fell off and her ugly tone came back. I am wore out, completely wore out.</p><p>I wish I had a little cabin to live in.</p><p>I put all my energy into fixing, cleaning moving our family ahead.</p><p>My sister and my two best friends died with in 4 years of each other. They were women I did everything with. I look in the mirror and I don't even recognize myself. I get out and make friends but most people have their head phones on or head in their phone.</p><p>I miss my son terribly. He was a good soul. Honest, kind, loving. He was a good human. I miss his long genuine hugs the most. Best hugger in the world.</p><p>Just feeling sorry for myself. Will snap out of it soon. Thank you for your insights and comments. LOVE YOU ALL.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="newstart, post: 764552, member: 22416"] Hi Deni D. Everything you wrote has gone through my mind. They are his family no matter how horrible they are. Can I live with him constantly trying to bring them back? HELL NO. Can he live like that? HELL NO it makes him terribly sick. Just like a drug addict or alcoholic that just can't stop. How can someone keep touching a snake when it bites him over and over again? I have called his Dr's in the past and when he finds out there is much stress. Today he woke up in a good mood. He does not understand why I am angry with him, after all it was in the past. I said just a few weeks ago, he said 'that was in the past' what about it March when I have that toxic family member coming, that is in the future. He asked me why I can't just let it go. So I open my email and I see our money going for all kinds of tickets for this toxic family member. Expensive tickets. I guess that is in the past too since it was a few hours ago since he ordered them. I have been looking at Solo cruises. I need to get away. Yesterday when I said my daughter was doing a bit better the other shoe fell off and her ugly tone came back. I am wore out, completely wore out. I wish I had a little cabin to live in. I put all my energy into fixing, cleaning moving our family ahead. My sister and my two best friends died with in 4 years of each other. They were women I did everything with. I look in the mirror and I don't even recognize myself. I get out and make friends but most people have their head phones on or head in their phone. I miss my son terribly. He was a good soul. Honest, kind, loving. He was a good human. I miss his long genuine hugs the most. Best hugger in the world. Just feeling sorry for myself. Will snap out of it soon. Thank you for your insights and comments. LOVE YOU ALL. [/QUOTE]
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