Hello- I'm sorry son got so far then back slid. Unfortunately this happens quite often for many Difficult Child's. It sounds like you did the right thing in order of protection on him. He owns whatever he did to cause this action on your end.
Know that you have done everything right and it is son's walk. Not yours. He has food, a bed, shelter at night. You can't let yourself get caught up in his decisions. We will always worry about our Difficult Child's but we can't allow ourselves to let it consume our lives. Enjoy the good news about other son who got custody of his son. Sorry to hear about godson's death. Hoping that 2017 will bring healing.
