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<blockquote data-quote="Copabanana" data-source="post: 673331" data-attributes="member: 18958"><p>Dear All</p><p></p><p>I am at the library because I have connectivity issues (a euphemism for I did not pay my cable bill.) I wanted to tell you so that you do not worry about me. </p><p></p><p>I may lag a bit in turning internet back on to try to get ahold of my buying issue. If I am gone for a week or so, you know that is what happened. But I may get it turned on sooner.</p><p> Cedar, is it like me having my mother's voice? But only sometimes? I love that for you.</p><p>I do not have a lot of time. Maybe 3 minutes but will try to explain something important.</p><p></p><p>I had a dream last night. In it, my son ended up meeting the same fate as my mother. Not by my hand but it was my dream, so I own it.</p><p></p><p>Instead of being terrorized I was a little relieved, because it seems as if I have harbored anger that I have been unconscious of towards my son, too.</p><p></p><p>I think that is why I am so reactive with him. Because I have felt that everything was my fault, and have feared my own anger has damaged him. I think knowing this may enable me to stay more present and calm. I cannot much explain more because my minutes are running out.</p><p></p><p>If I am not back before Thanksgiving I wish all a wonderful day and Holiday. I am grateful beyond measure to all of you.</p><p></p><p>COPA</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Copabanana, post: 673331, member: 18958"] Dear All I am at the library because I have connectivity issues (a euphemism for I did not pay my cable bill.) I wanted to tell you so that you do not worry about me. I may lag a bit in turning internet back on to try to get ahold of my buying issue. If I am gone for a week or so, you know that is what happened. But I may get it turned on sooner. Cedar, is it like me having my mother's voice? But only sometimes? I love that for you. I do not have a lot of time. Maybe 3 minutes but will try to explain something important. I had a dream last night. In it, my son ended up meeting the same fate as my mother. Not by my hand but it was my dream, so I own it. Instead of being terrorized I was a little relieved, because it seems as if I have harbored anger that I have been unconscious of towards my son, too. I think that is why I am so reactive with him. Because I have felt that everything was my fault, and have feared my own anger has damaged him. I think knowing this may enable me to stay more present and calm. I cannot much explain more because my minutes are running out. If I am not back before Thanksgiving I wish all a wonderful day and Holiday. I am grateful beyond measure to all of you. COPA [/QUOTE]
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