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I do need a therapist, a counselor, anyone. I have wandered around two different towns the last 2 days. One was an important errand and the other was a gathering legal gambling place, not a large casino, just a place the size of a small bar. I’ve known the people forever and we talk and I cry...

He went to a neurologist. I wanted to call beforehand and tell the Dr all about the delusions but I didn’t. He was supposed to have his head scanned and was a “no show”. When I say let’s talk to a Dr about all of this, he just says me and dad are trying to make him think he’s going crazy. Its...

No, he had Tourette’s (which I missed and is a looooong story). The schizophrenia is something new. People reading his thoughts, cameras everywhere, knowing something “big” is going to happen. I can’t imagine for the life of me how it came about or why. He is on Suboxone and medical marijuana...

It’s been 3 years. I reckon he’s’ been here 3 years. I cant remember. He lied and was on subs all this time (which I hate). He left once, I think, for many months and lived out of his car, went to church, worked out daily and kept his job but the family dynamic wasn’t working or I should say his...

I think…. I think it’s been 3 years since I posted. I’m no better. I sit and cry. I cannot remember the last 3 years. All of this trauma has made me lose my memory. Still taking care of grandaughters, 93 year old dad, 89 year old mother and drug addict son who now has schizophrenia (and doesn’t...

I hope you are getting better. I was very very very sick once with pneumonia and it felt like I had a knife in my ribs; pleurisy possibly. At any rate, I remember the Dr giving me pain pills, I needed relief and NOTHING was working. Suppressing the cough was not a good idea but the screaming...

I must say, the jumping off an illegal waterfall where many people died - the ones who died were the ones who had to take it a step further. The falls were/are safe. I did not jump into the abyss with an attitude of I may or may not die. I actually did the jump when I was much older. I...

Wowieeeeee - my first "time out" . My son went out without me; with my parents, who live in a wing of my home; to the foot Dr, to take off my moms shoes and socks because she (my mom) can't, and my dad is 90 and he needs a break in life too ! That boy is in for some grotesque sights lol - my...

Right, that flu test was awful. One nostril was quick and ok but the other one was wowie awful painful nasty ! My husband was furious and very blaming because my x-ray just prior to my admittance was crystal clear less than a week it was both lungs all lobes. Like I said; stay on top of this...

I've never made a resolution in my entire life. I DO however make resolutions, admissions truths and try to make improvements of any and all of my shortcomings every single day throughout the year tho. For example, I am an interrupter; it is a bad family habit, I try to work on that daily. ...

Please go to the Dr, again and again. I heard this flu season is deadly. I know they say that every season but the numbers don't lie. 32 children are dead already and there are several strains and folks getting the flu more than once; a different strain every time. Last year people were...

Are any of you vaping? or have you ever? I was one of the first cases (from vaping) of double all lobes pneumonia years ago before it all hit the news; I now know, in hindsight, it was from the vaping. I was in the hospital for 10 days with both lungs all lobes filled and no antibiotic would...

Doing well for now, loving all the family time with him and his daughters. AA or church tonight and still waiting for the judge to allow him to go to 13 months of rehab. Its so nice to have him here and sober, kind, loving and dang funny. He is one funny dude ! baby steps ! again - here...

I meant scary fun like roller coasters lol, challenging yourself, your fear; not stupid, but stupid will do .. lol (no offense to anyone) ! ! ! I like the pepper spray one, and getting married a second time, that was funny (but not meant to be). I jumped off an illegal waterfall where many...

ooo, I'm so busy and going to write this in a hurry. I don't want to get caught where I hide, live and love lately lol (this site) Copa - (wants to do all caps but won't) PLEASE DO NOT ever apologize to me for overstepping again (of which you did not) I love you and all that you are. I DID ask...

yep, going to do it tomorrow morning. Why? Because I never have. Things never escalated to this level. I've never bailed him out of jail. He's never had a felony. I'm not going to fill this text box with excuses; however, I am detailing my reasoning of my heart, soul and God. I let 250+...

What on earth.... nah... just kidding.... What is the most dangerous thing you've ever done, or scary thing you made yourself do out of challenging your fear? have fun ! ~beebz~

Well, I'm never "in the box" - I'm always outside of the package and still like to live dangerously. YOLO (even though I hate that expression) haaa So, I'll think of something .....

You, and your son, in spite of his earthly absence, are in my thoughts, in my heart, in my soul today and everyday. ~hugs~

Mine was literally the title of my first post. I typed in tears that day something about my drug addict homeless son is killing my soul and wallah - CD forum