I am sending very gentle hugs. You have truly done so much for Matt, but I don't mean that in a bad way. Above all else, you love him.
I will pray for him and add him to the prayer lists at the 2 churches we attend. (If you would prefer I not, let me know. It is totally anonymous, not even the initial or the state he isin. Just that he is sick and in dire need of prayer and help.)
I tihnk that the hospital should have to find some program or resources for him IF he will accept it.
I do agree that you need to be out from under all of this. I am worried about you. Be SURE you are doing whatever needs to be done to take care of yourself. Please.
Know I am here if there is anything I can do, even listen.