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<blockquote data-quote="newstart" data-source="post: 728128" data-attributes="member: 22416"><p>Thank you Littleboylost, For your wisdom and the reminder that by giving my love and guidance I was not doing anything wrong.</p><p>I was so sad to hear that you lost a brother at such a young age, 19. We just do not know who is next. At each birthday I always say 'getting older is denied to so many'. I know your family was never the same afterwards and I know how your mother feels. It is still unbearable for me.</p><p>The hard part about my daughter is that she can fall hard and then come up remorseful but then do it all over again. OFF and ON. I have been reading about people that are part time psychopaths while manic and feel genuine remorse afterwards.</p><p>I think if my daughter felt genuine remorse she would stop the awful behavior in the future.</p><p>None of us want to think our child is a true psychopath, I bet many of us feel like they are and are to pained to come out with it.</p><p>When I have looked at the tests and diagnosis, I am happy to say that I did not see psychopathic behavior in my daughter from ages birth to 13. Then regular awful teen age stuff but then at 19 it was toxic. She was not born a psychopath but not doing anything with her borderline/bipolar is leading to psychopathy. For this reason alone it makes it hard and confusing for me.</p><p>I believe I have seen genuine remorse from her but it has been a while.</p><p>I am not sure about her off and on boyfriend, it is a love/hate relationship for sure and both of them are addicted to each other and the toxic combination is wicked. I believe the guys mother wants them to break off. But then she just becomes toxic with someone else and the pattern continue until no one can take it any longer.</p><p></p><p>My daughters abuse is too great and it is time to let go.</p><p></p><p>I do not even recognize me. When I see a glimpse of myself I look old, frail, beaten, abused and tired. My acid reflex is back hard. One great thing is that I am sleeping ok. Usually when my daughter is off the rails I do not sleep well, wondering and worrying.. I ask God each night to give me the peace that I need so I can get a good night sleep. Nothing like a good night sleep and a good laugh.</p><p></p><p>I have come up with a plan to get justice. Wheels are in motion and justice will be coming. I have had to work very hard cleaning up my daughters messes, keeping my good credit in tact, making sure she does not put my name though the mud, all of that is time consuming and emotionally draining. I see mothers and daughters shopping and having fun, respecting each other and doing fun things together. I see them, and admire them and wish I had that. I see son's my son's age shopping with their mothers laughing and talking. I so wish I had that. My son was the best partner ever in helping me pick out clothes. He was very honest with his opinion. He did not mind running and getting me a different size. I miss him with each breathe I take.</p><p></p><p>I noticed that when my husband bought football squares he usually buys one for our son, daughter him and me. This time he bought two for our son and one for him and me. It is his way of letting go of our daughter. He is so sick of her and her never ending grief that she causes on a regular basis.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="newstart, post: 728128, member: 22416"] Thank you Littleboylost, For your wisdom and the reminder that by giving my love and guidance I was not doing anything wrong. I was so sad to hear that you lost a brother at such a young age, 19. We just do not know who is next. At each birthday I always say 'getting older is denied to so many'. I know your family was never the same afterwards and I know how your mother feels. It is still unbearable for me. The hard part about my daughter is that she can fall hard and then come up remorseful but then do it all over again. OFF and ON. I have been reading about people that are part time psychopaths while manic and feel genuine remorse afterwards. I think if my daughter felt genuine remorse she would stop the awful behavior in the future. None of us want to think our child is a true psychopath, I bet many of us feel like they are and are to pained to come out with it. When I have looked at the tests and diagnosis, I am happy to say that I did not see psychopathic behavior in my daughter from ages birth to 13. Then regular awful teen age stuff but then at 19 it was toxic. She was not born a psychopath but not doing anything with her borderline/bipolar is leading to psychopathy. For this reason alone it makes it hard and confusing for me. I believe I have seen genuine remorse from her but it has been a while. I am not sure about her off and on boyfriend, it is a love/hate relationship for sure and both of them are addicted to each other and the toxic combination is wicked. I believe the guys mother wants them to break off. But then she just becomes toxic with someone else and the pattern continue until no one can take it any longer. My daughters abuse is too great and it is time to let go. I do not even recognize me. When I see a glimpse of myself I look old, frail, beaten, abused and tired. My acid reflex is back hard. One great thing is that I am sleeping ok. Usually when my daughter is off the rails I do not sleep well, wondering and worrying.. I ask God each night to give me the peace that I need so I can get a good night sleep. Nothing like a good night sleep and a good laugh. I have come up with a plan to get justice. Wheels are in motion and justice will be coming. I have had to work very hard cleaning up my daughters messes, keeping my good credit in tact, making sure she does not put my name though the mud, all of that is time consuming and emotionally draining. I see mothers and daughters shopping and having fun, respecting each other and doing fun things together. I see them, and admire them and wish I had that. I see son's my son's age shopping with their mothers laughing and talking. I so wish I had that. My son was the best partner ever in helping me pick out clothes. He was very honest with his opinion. He did not mind running and getting me a different size. I miss him with each breathe I take. I noticed that when my husband bought football squares he usually buys one for our son, daughter him and me. This time he bought two for our son and one for him and me. It is his way of letting go of our daughter. He is so sick of her and her never ending grief that she causes on a regular basis. [/QUOTE]
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