First of all Lioness MtDenise, congrats for getting to the meeting and finding fellow warriors there.
His court date is March 18. I figured I'd let him live here until then to make sure he goes to court, but after that I'm not sure what to do. I feel like all the progress I made in detaching over the last year has gone out the window and I'm back at square one. I just feel defeated and hopeless.
There is no damn book on all of this.
Square one?
Uh uh.
You are doing human right now,
we are only human.
Who knows what will click with our kids?
We are all just trying to do this, the best we can, just like when we raised our kids.
Defeated?
NO.
It is not you, sister.
It is not your fault, any of this.
We are all learning, and there is a curve, a really, really big one.
Hopeless?
NO.
There is always, always, always hope.
I will tell you this, the beautiful thing about life is that every second, every minute, every day, we get to rethink things, learn, grow, fall, get up.
You have value and you matter.
Every breathe you take is meant to be.
Stop judging yourself so harshly, for having everlasting love and hope for your child.
We are all trying our best in the craziest,
most difficult,
heart wrenching,
mind boggling circumstances ever.
Each step you take, has a reason.
Carry on Lioness, you will be okay, not defeated, not hopeless, but okay.
Breathe.
The past, a lesson, the present a gift, the future unknown.
Tomorrow is another day,
forever.
(((HUGS)))
leafy
