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<blockquote data-quote="tryingtobestrong" data-source="post: 758155" data-attributes="member: 22817"><p>Thank you all.. many tears this morning for I have just no words. He was on the phone last night and had a totally different attitude than earlier in the day when he said he was going to speak to his sponsor at 8pm, etc. He was crying on and off. He said he was so scared of his thoughts and mind and I told him to go to the hospital so he was not alone.... He got angry at that because they would put him on a 72 hour hold and that he threw in my face from when he was 17 and was self harming and was put in on a hold. At that point, I couldn't speak any more. I had to just let my husband talk. </p><p>I am tired of this. If this continues, the next call will be he can't find his glasses... He will put me on facetime to look through his apartment for them... he will cry because he can't see, he will cry because no one will be there to help him find them. He seriously is almost blind without them. </p><p>I told my husband that it is no wonder I am a complete mess. This has been going on for so long.</p><p>My son just sent my parents an email on Monday asking them if they would help him again with his credit card debt.... They did! Unbelievable. I have told them that he was back to drinking. I told them my theory that he uses his pay check for booze/weed and then charges his rent. Takes cash advances and then calls them for help with his cards. They just paid on them in January and he asked again. </p><p>My dad says I want to help while I can...</p><p>I know I vent alot. Thanks for listening.</p><p>I have been reading scripture and reaching out to friends to pray for my son. </p><p>I just can't get over the change in attitude from the 1st phone call to the 2nd call. He was so gungho to go see his friend in Florida and then totally blew that off when he called the 2nd time.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="tryingtobestrong, post: 758155, member: 22817"] Thank you all.. many tears this morning for I have just no words. He was on the phone last night and had a totally different attitude than earlier in the day when he said he was going to speak to his sponsor at 8pm, etc. He was crying on and off. He said he was so scared of his thoughts and mind and I told him to go to the hospital so he was not alone.... He got angry at that because they would put him on a 72 hour hold and that he threw in my face from when he was 17 and was self harming and was put in on a hold. At that point, I couldn't speak any more. I had to just let my husband talk. I am tired of this. If this continues, the next call will be he can't find his glasses... He will put me on facetime to look through his apartment for them... he will cry because he can't see, he will cry because no one will be there to help him find them. He seriously is almost blind without them. I told my husband that it is no wonder I am a complete mess. This has been going on for so long. My son just sent my parents an email on Monday asking them if they would help him again with his credit card debt.... They did! Unbelievable. I have told them that he was back to drinking. I told them my theory that he uses his pay check for booze/weed and then charges his rent. Takes cash advances and then calls them for help with his cards. They just paid on them in January and he asked again. My dad says I want to help while I can... I know I vent alot. Thanks for listening. I have been reading scripture and reaching out to friends to pray for my son. I just can't get over the change in attitude from the 1st phone call to the 2nd call. He was so gungho to go see his friend in Florida and then totally blew that off when he called the 2nd time. [/QUOTE]
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