hi,
this isnt good i'm supposed to be ok for her and now it seems i'm loosing it yet agian and while at work. i'm afraid to take xanax here. don't know how it's going Occupational Therapist (OT) make me feel been a hwile. i've had bad day obviously. hard time iwth her this morning, i climb all the way up to office im afraid to take elevators now i got stuck last week and almost had panic attack till they got us out. i get weird on train now knowi g i'll be so far from her. my days have turned into a literal struggle and this shouldnt' be. i should have more control right now. i went to bank they gave me problem when i tell you the tightening in my chest scared the hell out of me.
i'm sitting quietly at my desk completely drained and exhausteed wanting to just get my bag nad leave becaue i just cnat pull it together.
people go thru far worse than i and are so strong. why is it i can't keep it together. what am i suposed to do now?
jen
this isnt good i'm supposed to be ok for her and now it seems i'm loosing it yet agian and while at work. i'm afraid to take xanax here. don't know how it's going Occupational Therapist (OT) make me feel been a hwile. i've had bad day obviously. hard time iwth her this morning, i climb all the way up to office im afraid to take elevators now i got stuck last week and almost had panic attack till they got us out. i get weird on train now knowi g i'll be so far from her. my days have turned into a literal struggle and this shouldnt' be. i should have more control right now. i went to bank they gave me problem when i tell you the tightening in my chest scared the hell out of me.
i'm sitting quietly at my desk completely drained and exhausteed wanting to just get my bag nad leave becaue i just cnat pull it together.
people go thru far worse than i and are so strong. why is it i can't keep it together. what am i suposed to do now?
jen