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<blockquote data-quote="tryingtobestrong" data-source="post: 747080" data-attributes="member: 22817"><p>update.... I was told he posted on social media basically saying he was going to take his life. (I had the post sent to me via someone else that was so very concerned) I had phone calls and text messages telling me I needed to call him because what he wrote was really scary... so I did call and of course no answer. He didn't answer anyone who reached out to him so I called for a welfare check... well... that didn't go over with him at all ... He was even told by the cop that more than one call came in for a welfare check on him so I was not the only one. didn't matter to my son at all.. he hates me unless he needs something and reminds me of a few years ago when I wouldn't get him out of a 72 hour hold from when he was suicidal back then.</p><p>I was told that he is done dealing with me and called the police where he located to see what he has to do to make me stop...</p><p>So with that I blocked his number.. </p><p></p><p>the following day he sent a text to his sister saying thanks for caring and that he took 9 benzo pills and was drunk and it is a miracle that he is alive.... She asked him why he did that and his answer was because the only person he cares about (his ex) doesn't care about him so he doesn't want to be here... Of course my daughter said then why should I care about you if you don't care about me and he told her to f off and stop the attitude.</p><p></p><p>I will let go and let God.. I made sound like the worst mother in the world but seriously I can't take this anymore. He treats his family like sh*t and we are done. I truly believe God knows who will die by suicide. This isn't the first attempt he made and like he said he should have been dead so it isn't his time. My way of thinking could be off and no one may agree with me but I am done caring if he lives or dies. I am reading a very good book "The Joey Song" and I think I finally get letting go and letting God. When it hurts too much to love someone, you let go.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="tryingtobestrong, post: 747080, member: 22817"] update.... I was told he posted on social media basically saying he was going to take his life. (I had the post sent to me via someone else that was so very concerned) I had phone calls and text messages telling me I needed to call him because what he wrote was really scary... so I did call and of course no answer. He didn't answer anyone who reached out to him so I called for a welfare check... well... that didn't go over with him at all ... He was even told by the cop that more than one call came in for a welfare check on him so I was not the only one. didn't matter to my son at all.. he hates me unless he needs something and reminds me of a few years ago when I wouldn't get him out of a 72 hour hold from when he was suicidal back then. I was told that he is done dealing with me and called the police where he located to see what he has to do to make me stop... So with that I blocked his number.. the following day he sent a text to his sister saying thanks for caring and that he took 9 benzo pills and was drunk and it is a miracle that he is alive.... She asked him why he did that and his answer was because the only person he cares about (his ex) doesn't care about him so he doesn't want to be here... Of course my daughter said then why should I care about you if you don't care about me and he told her to f off and stop the attitude. I will let go and let God.. I made sound like the worst mother in the world but seriously I can't take this anymore. He treats his family like sh*t and we are done. I truly believe God knows who will die by suicide. This isn't the first attempt he made and like he said he should have been dead so it isn't his time. My way of thinking could be off and no one may agree with me but I am done caring if he lives or dies. I am reading a very good book "The Joey Song" and I think I finally get letting go and letting God. When it hurts too much to love someone, you let go. [/QUOTE]
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