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<blockquote data-quote="Copabanana" data-source="post: 739135" data-attributes="member: 18958"><p>M drives my mother's car. A 1990 Honda accord. Which I guess is the family car because m won't drive mine, a stick.</p><p></p><p>Sometimes I forget to remember my mother when I ride with him. And when I remember that I forgot, that makes me sad.</p><p></p><p>A couple days ago I told m, I can't believe my mother is dead. (It will have been 5 Years in 3 weeks. )</p><p></p><p>M said: you were there. How can you say that?</p><p></p><p>But there we are.</p><p></p><p>I dream of my mother, too.</p><p></p><p>It is hard at our age, swot, to reconcile our lives. The good. The bad. How we got to this place. At least it is hard for me.</p><p></p><p>I wonder about my sister, how she deals with it. Never answering our phone calls. Refusing to see my mother as she died. How does she deal with not knowing what happened to her mother's remains? Never asking. </p><p></p><p>My sister has set up a law practice. Her face is all over the internet. She looks great. How does she do it? When I have been such a wreck.</p><p></p><p>So here we are swot. You suffer. I suffer. Because we have always had loving and open hearts. </p><p></p><p>When you think of it that way a little pain is a small price to pay.</p><p></p><p>Your dad is with you. With love.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Copabanana, post: 739135, member: 18958"] M drives my mother's car. A 1990 Honda accord. Which I guess is the family car because m won't drive mine, a stick. Sometimes I forget to remember my mother when I ride with him. And when I remember that I forgot, that makes me sad. A couple days ago I told m, I can't believe my mother is dead. (It will have been 5 Years in 3 weeks. ) M said: you were there. How can you say that? But there we are. I dream of my mother, too. It is hard at our age, swot, to reconcile our lives. The good. The bad. How we got to this place. At least it is hard for me. I wonder about my sister, how she deals with it. Never answering our phone calls. Refusing to see my mother as she died. How does she deal with not knowing what happened to her mother's remains? Never asking. My sister has set up a law practice. Her face is all over the internet. She looks great. How does she do it? When I have been such a wreck. So here we are swot. You suffer. I suffer. Because we have always had loving and open hearts. When you think of it that way a little pain is a small price to pay. Your dad is with you. With love. [/QUOTE]
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