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<blockquote data-quote="seek" data-source="post: 717958" data-attributes="member: 22002"><p><strong>Sometimes it's hard to know what is going on.</strong></p><p><strong></strong></p><p><strong>Monday was the eclipse. My spiritual beliefs involve the effects of astrology and I believe human beings are evolving rapidly and the current world is collapsing to make way for the New Earth (ascension).</strong></p><p><strong></strong></p><p><strong>So the fact that I was extremely emotional and tired this week, I attributed to the eclipse and other planetary influences and my spiritual evolution.</strong></p><p><strong></strong></p><p><strong>A lot of my fear centers around my grandson, because I have a strong heart connection with him. I view our relationship also on a spiritual level (believe in reincarnation and assume we had some kind of contract coming in).</strong></p><p><strong></strong></p><p><strong>In my every day life, I am open to just seeing what "wants" to happen - so in Law of Attraction terms: Checking in with myself and then taking the path of least resistance and also noticing if I am choosing out of love or fear.</strong></p><p><strong></strong></p><p><strong>I have noticed my heart opening, and I have also noticed my grandson's heart opening . . . throughout some really hairy times, there has been a lot of "Grace." - lots of loving moments, interesting insights, etc. </strong></p><p><strong></strong></p><p><strong>I cried for two-plus days. I was in a lot of fear - I don't know if I was just releasing old imprints or if it was solely stuff from this lifetime. I feel like it was probably some of each.</strong></p><p><strong></strong></p><p><strong>I am trying not to only focus on problems - and that is one reason why I am not a fan of Alanon (though I think it's fantastic for those it helps). From an LOA perspective, focusing on the problem only creates more problems . . . and I want to try to uplevel whenever I am able to . . . and I am not always able to do that - this last week kicked my butt in that respect. </strong></p><p><strong></strong></p><p><strong>I feel that my life right now is simply BEING me and paying attention to what is happening in my world.</strong></p><p><strong></strong></p><p><strong>I got two really cool books that I am using as a spiritual practice.</strong></p><p><strong></strong></p><p><strong>I am trying to break some bad habits - entrenched ways of living.</strong></p><p><strong></strong></p><p><strong>I am also not hanging out with people that I am not on the same wavelength with - so am not attending a family get-together this weekend. I don't feel bad about it. In the past I have because FAMILY has been the big yearning in my life. I guess I am coming to terms with "what is."</strong></p><p><strong></strong></p><p><strong>I am grateful for so many things in my life and am glad my grandson is alive and well. I pray he will continue to thrive and if there are detours, that I will be able to cope with Grace.</strong></p><p><strong></strong></p><p><strong>The biggest lesson that I believe but want to KNOW in my heart is that we are all on our own individual spiritual paths - and his soul might have chosen a certain path for him that I cannot understand in this plane of existence.</strong></p><p><strong></strong></p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="seek, post: 717958, member: 22002"] [B]Sometimes it's hard to know what is going on. Monday was the eclipse. My spiritual beliefs involve the effects of astrology and I believe human beings are evolving rapidly and the current world is collapsing to make way for the New Earth (ascension). So the fact that I was extremely emotional and tired this week, I attributed to the eclipse and other planetary influences and my spiritual evolution. A lot of my fear centers around my grandson, because I have a strong heart connection with him. I view our relationship also on a spiritual level (believe in reincarnation and assume we had some kind of contract coming in). In my every day life, I am open to just seeing what "wants" to happen - so in Law of Attraction terms: Checking in with myself and then taking the path of least resistance and also noticing if I am choosing out of love or fear. I have noticed my heart opening, and I have also noticed my grandson's heart opening . . . throughout some really hairy times, there has been a lot of "Grace." - lots of loving moments, interesting insights, etc. I cried for two-plus days. I was in a lot of fear - I don't know if I was just releasing old imprints or if it was solely stuff from this lifetime. I feel like it was probably some of each. I am trying not to only focus on problems - and that is one reason why I am not a fan of Alanon (though I think it's fantastic for those it helps). From an LOA perspective, focusing on the problem only creates more problems . . . and I want to try to uplevel whenever I am able to . . . and I am not always able to do that - this last week kicked my butt in that respect. I feel that my life right now is simply BEING me and paying attention to what is happening in my world. I got two really cool books that I am using as a spiritual practice. I am trying to break some bad habits - entrenched ways of living. I am also not hanging out with people that I am not on the same wavelength with - so am not attending a family get-together this weekend. I don't feel bad about it. In the past I have because FAMILY has been the big yearning in my life. I guess I am coming to terms with "what is." I am grateful for so many things in my life and am glad my grandson is alive and well. I pray he will continue to thrive and if there are detours, that I will be able to cope with Grace. The biggest lesson that I believe but want to KNOW in my heart is that we are all on our own individual spiritual paths - and his soul might have chosen a certain path for him that I cannot understand in this plane of existence. [/B] [/QUOTE]
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