Copa, I agree that it's horribly difficult to face saying good bye to any family. Like I said, I did face this myself in a more difficult situation. Again, no judgments. But I do feel its the parent's responsibility to make it easier on the child. We don't tell the child more than they need to know. But as parents I think we should bury our own feelings and do what is best for the child. What is best is a matter of opinion of course. My opinion is that when an 8 year old (mine were 3, 6 and 8 when I had surgery) may not see his father again until he is 13 or 18 that time spent/ creating common interests/ memories, is important. My opinion is also that when a single person with children, such as myself, has satisfied their other obligations (my career and extended family), their focus should be on their children. In my case at the time I had to fill a freezer, make sure that bills were paid for months in advance, schedules and child care set for months in advance, birthday gifts for son and coming kids parties, etc, etc. It was a lot. But as a parent I wanted my kids' lives to continue as close to normal as possible. My belief was that I would survive and be non-functional for 6 to 8 weeks. Worked out to be a bit longer and coverage less reliable than promised. Was torture actually. I was 41.
Again, this is me. I don't know anyone else's situation. I'm just thinking about what I would do facing prison time. And its my 21st open heart anniversary in 2 weeks so its on my mind this time of year. I scheduled my surgery for Dec 29 so I could spend xmas with the family and kids... making those memories.