I posted wrong before I guess. Its too hard and draining to post it all again. I hope this is right, just looking for support. My son is in another state, and something happened in a sober living facility (violence?)that has set all this in motion. I get calls from him that make no sense (people are out to get him,if something happens to him it wasnt an accident) calls from people and police telling me hes wandered in to their business,walking down a freeway,gone into a hospital for a CT scan..etc. Waiting for the call that tells me hes dead.