nvts
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AH took the kids from 10 o'clock this morning for their 1st overnight with him since he moved out 15 mos. ago. They're not coming back until 5 o'clock tomorrow afternoon.
I don't feel bad...I don't miss anyone...I told my best friend that I wouldn't ride to the hospital to wait for her neice to give birth (I don't even know the girl)...I prayed that the guy I'm sort o' seeing wouldn't ask to come over (he said he had a headache and I JUMPED on it... "sorry! I totally understand...no, you don't have to come over...it's no big deal!"...
and I'm not sorry for one bit of it...I haven't been alone in almost 20 years except for a few hours here and there...
I have cracked myself a "Mikes Hard Lemonaid", lit candles all around the pool, turned off the deck lights and I'm going to "sip and float" ALONE! Moohahaha!
"You're a bad mommy, Beth...a BAD mommy!!!"
WHO CARES!!!!
Beth
I don't feel bad...I don't miss anyone...I told my best friend that I wouldn't ride to the hospital to wait for her neice to give birth (I don't even know the girl)...I prayed that the guy I'm sort o' seeing wouldn't ask to come over (he said he had a headache and I JUMPED on it... "sorry! I totally understand...no, you don't have to come over...it's no big deal!"...
and I'm not sorry for one bit of it...I haven't been alone in almost 20 years except for a few hours here and there...
I have cracked myself a "Mikes Hard Lemonaid", lit candles all around the pool, turned off the deck lights and I'm going to "sip and float" ALONE! Moohahaha!
"You're a bad mommy, Beth...a BAD mommy!!!"
WHO CARES!!!!
Beth