amazeofgrace
A maze of Grace - that about sums it up
this is going to be the title of my book, I think... I know, I am crazy, I am still struggling with all these emotions, and one text from the man, sends my heart racing and gives me an instant panic attack! I can't get the "what if's" and "I love hims" out of my mind. I know it's not healthy.
I have been proud of myself for not answering his calls and blocking his email address and his whack job girlfriend's. My inlaws continue to be "none suppotive" and nasty, with the acception of my one sister in law, but I still do not feel like I can trust her.
With both kids simulataneously going off the deep end, I feel like driving off a cliff. I am doing well in school and still working (thank God). My parents continue to try and control me and do not understand why I am depressed. sigh.... I gave up trying to explain that one....
sorry rambling, again, as usual.....
I have been proud of myself for not answering his calls and blocking his email address and his whack job girlfriend's. My inlaws continue to be "none suppotive" and nasty, with the acception of my one sister in law, but I still do not feel like I can trust her.
With both kids simulataneously going off the deep end, I feel like driving off a cliff. I am doing well in school and still working (thank God). My parents continue to try and control me and do not understand why I am depressed. sigh.... I gave up trying to explain that one....
sorry rambling, again, as usual.....