Thank you all so much.
Thanks for letting me share my son with you. He was a great kid. My heart is broken, it's so hard. The only thing keeping me going is the reward fund and my other 2 boys.
We have court again Thurs. for my oldest difficult child. The atty still hasn't talked to the DA yet. I don't get why he is sitting on this. I want him to get a rehab, help. I'm paying this guy too, and I had to take a loan out to pay him. So what's the problem, he said he doesn't want to push it??
I don't know maybe I'm just a mess and can't think straight anyway. I have Tim gone, and now with my oldest, who knows what's going to happen. I'm sick, I can't eat. I've lost close to 20 pounds already. Which I can't really afford to lose that much. My clothes don't fit. One of my friends from work came in and brought me some clothes from her daughter, wasn't that sweet! She said I looke emanciated or how ever you spell that because my clothes just hang on me.
Keep my oldest in your prayers for me, I can't keep going thru this turmoil.