Thank you for your prayers and for saying what you did about doing more than most people. I wish there was more I could do. When I'm doing something, it makes me feel some sense of hope. If I'm not, then it's hard to have hope.My deepest prayers are that you will get the answers you are looking for. Answers that will give you deep peace. Josh got your message, he knows you care and love him dearly. You have done way more than most people would do to keep connected, he knows this also. Prayers that he comes around soon and you all can be united. I hear your deep heart ache and wish so much that things would get better.