Thank you Seeking, this is very enlightening.
My two have been mad at me for a long time.
The girls I knew and love are in their somewhere.
Hopefully, one day they will be free of the shackles of using.
Until then, I work towards understanding the disease,
and freeing myself from the pain of it,
also from the anger directed at me.
Reality sucks,
but the truth will set us free.
Mahalo,
leafy