nlj
Well-Known Member
He's been drifting lately, further from eco-warrior mentality and further into anarchist mentality.
I've been reading about the anarchy movements here. Some of it worries me. I worry that he'll end up in jail if he gets carried along with some of the dodgier elements. I've no idea how he would cope with jail. I don't think he's thinking of the consequences, he's just getting angry and seeing everything that's wrong with society and latching on to a simplistic solution.
So I've been worrying, not knowing what he's doing, not knowing who he's involved with. For the past few years we've had an easy-ish relationship, random texts, get-togethers every few months, nothing deep just surface contact, so I know he's ok and leave him to it. Acceptance of his alternative lifestyle.
It's been playing on my mind though, I've been researching too much. I asked him straight (via text) if he was involved with a particular group.
SInce then ... nothing, no response, silence.
He's not a violent person. I wonder if I've insulted him, or upset him.
Or has he been dragged into something and has gone silent because I freaked him out? Was I too close to something?
Who knows ... maybe I shouldn't have said anything, but it's so tiring sometimes this pussyfooting around them in case you say the wrong thing, pretending everything's fine and just saying "mmm" on the phone "love you".
Grrrrr
I've been reading about the anarchy movements here. Some of it worries me. I worry that he'll end up in jail if he gets carried along with some of the dodgier elements. I've no idea how he would cope with jail. I don't think he's thinking of the consequences, he's just getting angry and seeing everything that's wrong with society and latching on to a simplistic solution.
So I've been worrying, not knowing what he's doing, not knowing who he's involved with. For the past few years we've had an easy-ish relationship, random texts, get-togethers every few months, nothing deep just surface contact, so I know he's ok and leave him to it. Acceptance of his alternative lifestyle.
It's been playing on my mind though, I've been researching too much. I asked him straight (via text) if he was involved with a particular group.
SInce then ... nothing, no response, silence.
He's not a violent person. I wonder if I've insulted him, or upset him.
Or has he been dragged into something and has gone silent because I freaked him out? Was I too close to something?
Who knows ... maybe I shouldn't have said anything, but it's so tiring sometimes this pussyfooting around them in case you say the wrong thing, pretending everything's fine and just saying "mmm" on the phone "love you".
Grrrrr