I stay on an even keel most of the time. I resist when the p-coc adds in a new medication. Last time he added in Cymbalta I had a hard time. So we stopped that one. I felt really dulled and sleepy. Last month he added in Abilify but when I took it at night, I got horrible nightmares and had a difficult time sleeping. I might try the Abilify during the day. I do well on the Topomax and have been on that for about 3 years. I just hate to have the dull feeling. I guess if becoming "normal" means completely losing the hypomania states by medicating yourself, I will be a hard patient to treat. My mania is followed by a slight sinking (anger or depression) but it really is mild.
It really is a lifetime battle, isn't it?
It really is a lifetime battle, isn't it?