good morning to everyone,
so i had to jump on this morning quick and say this much. i do believe that dr.s are out of their minds, yes i do
i got the diagnosis of my little difficult child hence anxiety disorder which i knew and have always known and supposedly depression. sorry not buying it i'm truly not.
she was up two times this week at 2 a.m. saying how she couldn't sleep even on chlonidine then up all nite then functioning on very high level days that followed after no sleep.
that is bi polar. she does not have a "sleep disorder, or apnea" or is not sleeping the past 9 years of her life because she was born depressed.
reason no diagnosis of bi polar. she does not exhibit the behaviors of mania in school. yet at mtg the other day with school staff the teacher says it's so strange the days you tell me rin didn't sleep the night before she functions as if she isn't even tired. i said yes and why do you thin that is? she responds umm duh i dont' know. i said its mania that is mania in it's truest form you idiot is what i wnat to say. so when you are reporting things to a hospital of which i paid a fortune maybe just maybe you should of mentioned that one important fact. or how we can have one week where academicaly and socially she's great and the next she's withdrawn and depressed with no outside reason as far as we can see as to why the sudden change. hw one day she wont' even talk to a kid then the next day flies up infront of classroom blowing everyone's minds and does full presentation to class ona topic.
it's so aggrivating. so now i'll proceed like my kid is just depressed not undercutting the effects of that at all but yup we'll attribute her lack fo sleep her violence her oppositional behavior al to the fact that for some reason my kid was born "depressed".
now i don't mean to sound like a lunatic this morning which i'm sure i do. but i'm beginning to think i can diagnos my kid better than these brainless doctors can.
so here's hoping that with just therapy weekly the group in school and modified work we won't see the swing again like i have for the past ummmm 5 years.
i just dont wanna be here again next year confused searching for answers, etc. something tells me i will be.
they say they menaing the school pyschologist well if i'Tourette's Syndrome bi polar you'd do the same exact thing for her. i said no actually i wouldn't. sure i'd do therapy yet the drugs would be necessary for her to maintain a stable self. now i'm winging it with no medications' and keeping fingers crossed like i always do.
doctor attributes swing in her behavior and in her functioning to the depression saying well there are highs and lows in depression. i said yup there is in bi polar as well infact that is one of the key components hence the word "bi".
ok thanks for letting me vent this out. it's just so so aggrivating i could just smack someone preferrably a doctor. i almost wanna cancel the credit card of boyfriend's so that they can't charge us anymore.
Jen
so i had to jump on this morning quick and say this much. i do believe that dr.s are out of their minds, yes i do
i got the diagnosis of my little difficult child hence anxiety disorder which i knew and have always known and supposedly depression. sorry not buying it i'm truly not.
she was up two times this week at 2 a.m. saying how she couldn't sleep even on chlonidine then up all nite then functioning on very high level days that followed after no sleep.
that is bi polar. she does not have a "sleep disorder, or apnea" or is not sleeping the past 9 years of her life because she was born depressed.
reason no diagnosis of bi polar. she does not exhibit the behaviors of mania in school. yet at mtg the other day with school staff the teacher says it's so strange the days you tell me rin didn't sleep the night before she functions as if she isn't even tired. i said yes and why do you thin that is? she responds umm duh i dont' know. i said its mania that is mania in it's truest form you idiot is what i wnat to say. so when you are reporting things to a hospital of which i paid a fortune maybe just maybe you should of mentioned that one important fact. or how we can have one week where academicaly and socially she's great and the next she's withdrawn and depressed with no outside reason as far as we can see as to why the sudden change. hw one day she wont' even talk to a kid then the next day flies up infront of classroom blowing everyone's minds and does full presentation to class ona topic.
it's so aggrivating. so now i'll proceed like my kid is just depressed not undercutting the effects of that at all but yup we'll attribute her lack fo sleep her violence her oppositional behavior al to the fact that for some reason my kid was born "depressed".
now i don't mean to sound like a lunatic this morning which i'm sure i do. but i'm beginning to think i can diagnos my kid better than these brainless doctors can.
so here's hoping that with just therapy weekly the group in school and modified work we won't see the swing again like i have for the past ummmm 5 years.
i just dont wanna be here again next year confused searching for answers, etc. something tells me i will be.
they say they menaing the school pyschologist well if i'Tourette's Syndrome bi polar you'd do the same exact thing for her. i said no actually i wouldn't. sure i'd do therapy yet the drugs would be necessary for her to maintain a stable self. now i'm winging it with no medications' and keeping fingers crossed like i always do.
doctor attributes swing in her behavior and in her functioning to the depression saying well there are highs and lows in depression. i said yup there is in bi polar as well infact that is one of the key components hence the word "bi".
ok thanks for letting me vent this out. it's just so so aggrivating i could just smack someone preferrably a doctor. i almost wanna cancel the credit card of boyfriend's so that they can't charge us anymore.
Jen