I am so sorry, I haven't lived what you are living, so I do not have any advice. You posted on an old thread, sometimes it helps to start a new thread and give us more background.
I would suggest you check on seeing a therapist...with or without your husband, and try to get help for you first. Then figure out where you go from here.
Please stay on this forum...it can be a life line. KSM
I would suggest you check on seeing a therapist...with or without your husband, and try to get help for you first. Then figure out where you go from here.
Please stay on this forum...it can be a life line. KSM