I’m not sure why I’m posting really. Nothing has changed. Things are reasonably stable. We went on o holiday with our younger two to Malaysia and that was really enjoyable. I stoped myself from calling or texting Difficult Child and that went well. He texted a couple of times to ask questions but otherwise I didn’t hear for him, which worked out okay for me. As soon as we landed on home soil my anxiety kicked in. He has been house sitting for a friend for six weeks but the day after we came home his friend came home and now we’re all back in the same house. So far he’s been okay and I’m trying my hardest to not involve myself in his life but it’s hard while he’s under my roof. He’s being super well behaved at the moment - working, saving etc - but I fear it won’t last. I really want him gone but feel guilty because he’s not actually being difficult right now. I guess it’s the fear of the next “episode” that worries me.