RN0441
100% better than I was but not at 100% yet
You may feel like what you are doing is harsh but you are only trying to save him from himself!!
It seemed like my son was also trying to DESTROY himself too. He was also diagnosed with conduct disorder at 15 and that is how I found this site actually - by googling it. I did not even know what it was!
I found that that diagnosis is not so bad because most grow out of it BUT the addiction that goes along with it IS VERY BAD. They do not "grow out of" that.
Please don't feel guilty for what you are doing. You are trying to save your family. I wish I had been able to know I could send our son away at that age. I WOULD HAVE DONE IT IN A HEARTBEAT. He no longer has choices in any of this. I do believe your stories are worse than mine and that ain't easy. It is difficult for me to read because I have PTSD from his behaviors and have been in therapy for that for over a year this time and this is not the first time.
Hugs. I hope you get off the hell highway soon.
It seemed like my son was also trying to DESTROY himself too. He was also diagnosed with conduct disorder at 15 and that is how I found this site actually - by googling it. I did not even know what it was!
I found that that diagnosis is not so bad because most grow out of it BUT the addiction that goes along with it IS VERY BAD. They do not "grow out of" that.
Please don't feel guilty for what you are doing. You are trying to save your family. I wish I had been able to know I could send our son away at that age. I WOULD HAVE DONE IT IN A HEARTBEAT. He no longer has choices in any of this. I do believe your stories are worse than mine and that ain't easy. It is difficult for me to read because I have PTSD from his behaviors and have been in therapy for that for over a year this time and this is not the first time.
Hugs. I hope you get off the hell highway soon.
