This describes me with every single one of my cousins. I felt very inferior to them all.I feel inferior to her.
I think I understand and same here.There was so much trauma and division for me the normal state is running away.
That is a good way of looking at it. I will definitely adopt that reasoning along with many others I have.I feel nothing in common with any of them. Why should I deny what I feel?
Copa, you are one in a million. She only wishes she could be like you. I wish I could have half of your intelligence.I feel inferior to her. She is a mover and shaker. I am an interloper. And weird to boot.
You're welcome and how many cousins do you have?Sometimes I think about contacting the maternal cousins, to basically ask how was your life, and to affirm the connection at least. To say I am sorry and I wish it had been different.
Maybe I will. Thank you wish.