I hope so. This is really shaking my faith right now. Because if it doesn’t - why did I put myself through so much pain for all those years? I’ve built my whole life around the assumption that my presence in their lives mattered. But what if it didn’t make any difference at all? If ALL THREE of them are going down this path anyway, what was it all for? I needed N to be my redeemed one. Maybe more than he needed it himself.