rejectedmom
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Not sure how this is going to affect his parole but it is what it is. Some guy bought a Fifth of Vocka in and five of them proceeded to get drunk. They all got kicked out and according to easy child/difficult child; difficult child was actualy laughing about it when he called to tell him. I was at the hospital with my father in law who was suffering through his final days so only found out about difficult child thorugh someone slipping up. Evendently they were trying to protect me from additional stress. The thing is I felt nothing when they told me. Still numb or just detached? Don't know don't care it works for me whatever it is LOL. father in law died shortly thereafter. The rehab let him come to his grandfather's funeral but he had to decline going to the dinner afterwards. He did look good though. It is the first I have seen him in over a year. He still cleans up well... such a handsome guy. Somehow that makes his life choices a bit harder to accept. I hugged him and told him I loved him and that he looked good. He behaved and was quiet and respectful and played with the grandchildren at the back of the room. When he called to tell me he was comming to the service, I had asked him to bring his sanity with him if he was going to attend. He did what I asked. For that I am very thankful.
I am still at peace with our detachment though. I love him as much as ever but do not want his chaos interfering with my health and my life. I sometimes find myslef wondering about the journey we have taken. I still have no answers as to why. i do think acceptance would be easier for all of us if we knew the answer to that question. -RM
I am still at peace with our detachment though. I love him as much as ever but do not want his chaos interfering with my health and my life. I sometimes find myslef wondering about the journey we have taken. I still have no answers as to why. i do think acceptance would be easier for all of us if we knew the answer to that question. -RM