ColleenB
Active Member
yesterday my son revealed that he narrowly missed being arrested. He says that there is an investigation around his supplier and he was tipped off by a friend who either works in law or knows someone.
He was very freaked out. He says he has been trying to get out, but that he still owes 1200. He said the person looking for the money was coming to town this weekend. His fear was evident.
So I did exactly what so many will say I shouldn't.... I got him the money. Please no judgement...... I have enough for all of you.
He really seemed scared, and that scared me.
He says he is done with this life, that he wants to just be normal. I believe him.
Someone I trust , the only one besides my husband, said to me when I expressed I can't believe he chose this.... " he didn't, he made other choices that started out small and became this" in some way that gave me some comfort. No one wants to think their child choose to become a drug dealer. I said I would rather he had cancer.... He choose this. That's when she said " no... He didn't"
I really do think he wants out, and because I could, I helped him.
Will he get out this time? I hope so with every fibre of my being........
He was very freaked out. He says he has been trying to get out, but that he still owes 1200. He said the person looking for the money was coming to town this weekend. His fear was evident.
So I did exactly what so many will say I shouldn't.... I got him the money. Please no judgement...... I have enough for all of you.
He really seemed scared, and that scared me.
He says he is done with this life, that he wants to just be normal. I believe him.
Someone I trust , the only one besides my husband, said to me when I expressed I can't believe he chose this.... " he didn't, he made other choices that started out small and became this" in some way that gave me some comfort. No one wants to think their child choose to become a drug dealer. I said I would rather he had cancer.... He choose this. That's when she said " no... He didn't"
I really do think he wants out, and because I could, I helped him.
Will he get out this time? I hope so with every fibre of my being........